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I update a lot, so be warned.
No photos posted here.
If you came for them, go
here: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) seeseeseethis
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[25 Nov 2009|12:24am] |
Mistakes never seem that bad until months after you've made them. I want to go back to being detached, being an outsider, being in the sun. I'm tired of being connected, being bothered & annoyed.
Just let me go. Just let me go. Just me let go. Go let me just. Let go just me. Let me go. Let me go. Go. Go go go.
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[23 Nov 2009|03:44pm] |
Also, I'm really into these songs so get into them too:
(Also, I'd like to say that Yay for my good friends in The Pinstripes for winning best World Music and in The Frankl Project for winning best Punk Band at last night's CEAs!! They put on the best shows and are all such wonderful guys and not to mention are all very talented!)
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[23 Nov 2009|01:13pm] |
( More Tree Photos )
BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!!
I am going to go to Australia with my neighbor for spring break!!!!! He works at the airport and the plane ticket will only be $500!!!!!!! I AM SO GOD DAMN EXCITED I'M LIKE LOSING MY MIND. Now to text Kristen to see if she could go!
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[19 Nov 2009|01:06am] |
A) You're welcome for my hospital connections.
B) I am more amused with your "accidental" call to me after you got in the room than I am upset that you "meant to" call a different girl. You don't have a concussion, you are fine, your drugged up voice was obviously fake. If you meant to call a different girl you could have easily done so.
C) About to have the best fucking presentation in college thanks to the t pain application for iPhone.
D) had the best fucking night thanks to the t pain application for iPhone.
E) I AM SO BAD AT TELLING GUYS THAT I AM NOT TRYING TO DATE THEM EXCLUSIVELY. Excuse me while I break your heart, :(
F) Water, dear water, you are my best friend.
G) Seriously, I spent all night in these ways: Talking to Ian/my mom 3%, imitating my father earlier and his amazing sighs 17%, pretending we were all T Pain and singing about feminism for my presentation 60%, hanging out in general 15%, Dave brought me Magic Hat #9 (mmm) and other presents because he likes me 5%.
Xo xo, gossip girl.
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| Goodness! |
[18 Nov 2009|03:53pm] |
So my dad just came in for some bullshit reason (like always) and then asks how my uncle is doing. I tell him I haven't heard much more about it so he goes to call my mom. When it goes to her voicemail he sighs for EVER and goes "Your mother ISN'T answering." To which I say... "Maybe she's in the bathroom? Or on the other line? Or doing something...?" He is so entirely irrational about my mother. THEN he says "Give me your keys, I'm going to go adjust your review mirrors." I ask him why, because I think my mirrors are just fine and how can he adjust them for me? So he instructs me on how to adjust them myself. Thanks dad, but they've been working just fine where they're at now, weirdo.
On a less heartless note... he's had bronchitis for years now, he's never able to really kick it. He just had probably the tenth x ray he's told me about in the last two years. While mostly I don't worry about his health, I do wish he'd just not be sick for a few days.
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| Shepherd girl of the afterworld. |
[16 Nov 2009|02:15am] |
Sean came over for a quick minute this afternoon.
I am struck by the hard time I have sleeping in a bed after someone I once loved has laid in it. While Sean wasn't here long enough today to mean anything, and while the intense love I had for him has faded over this past year... it is hard to smell him here.
I'm okay.
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| There's nothing left to do at night but to go crazy on you. |
[14 Nov 2009|02:58pm] |
Much like the season of the L Word that I'm watching, I've been alternating between being an emotional wreck and feeling sassy.
Tonight I feel sassy! It helps that I finally got my act together enough to care about showering so I feel great. And I made the best lunch ever. And the internet led me to this wonderful grocery program... $60 worth of legit groceries for $30. That'll be a huge help! Things like steak, chicken, pot roast, frozen vegetables, fruit, snacks, dessert. Happy happy.
I went on a midnight stroll to the park down Ohio last night. I was terrified of getting mugged or something since Clifton was filled with drunk sports fans and mischievous characters but there was an arm for me to hold and it was alright.
If I were a lesbian I'd definitely try so hard to date Shane even though she occasionally looks like a terrible kisser.
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[13 Nov 2009|08:55pm] |
I think my mom is gonna make me go see a counselor. I guess I need helping getting over my grandma. What a wimp. Seriously Ashley, grow up & grow a pair.
At least the neighbor has been laying with me occasionally. He gets it.
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[11 Nov 2009|05:54pm] |
Oh Rivers, your music is just getting worse but you are just getting even more adorable. I adore you.
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[09 Nov 2009|01:57am] |
Someone asked me on a date, I said yes. Excited.
I miss you a lot. So much more than I ever though I could.
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[08 Nov 2009|12:29pm] |
My mom is in St. Louis with my uncle. She facebook chatted me this morning in a really good mood. Asked what I did last night, told her I hung out with the neighbors, Alex and Lindsay, and a neighbor I have lately been hanging out with nearly ever night, Dave. This is what she had to say:
Vickie
the men around your life is endless
12:27pmAshley
haha this one is purely just a friend
12:27pmVickie
and the others?!?!?
12:27pmAshley
I have a lot of crushes!
I love her to pieces.
She said my uncle is so talkative right now but he can't hold onto his breath. They're doing a biopsy Tuesday. Think good thoughts. This family can't handle cancer right now, I know... no time is a good time. But we just can't. Grandma JUST DIED, we're still facing our first round of holidays without her. Too much at once.
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[06 Nov 2009|04:32pm] |
My poor mom. She just can't get a break. She sent me a gmail chat that said "do not panic" then continued to tell me that some doctors found a nodule in my uncle Brett's lung and she is driving to St. Louis to be with him while they try to figure out what it is. She said "not much we can do about it. sometimes life is just that way. but this is scary and I have no doubt that i need to be there with uncle brett."
It's been the roughest year for her, for her siblings, for all of us. This just can't happen.
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[03 Nov 2009|08:24am] |
I've been awake since 6:30. I guess that's what happens when you sleep over at a teacher's house. I didn't see that one coming. My mom will be happy to hear it, she loved Karl from the very first second she heard anything about him.
On the bright side I washed my hair!
And tonight I'm picking the xbox up from my mom's. They fixed it for free!
This is my linguistics/western world lit buddy. This is what we did last night instead of treeing sentences.
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[23 Oct 2009|09:58am] |
Look at Sarah! I'm so excited for her! On the other hand... really? A clown in the mirror? REALLY!? But how cool!!!!!! I'll never have a movie poster with me on it and my name first.
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[06 Sep 2009|01:14am] |
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A) 
( Pool/Hot Tub Party )
B) Damn drama! If you are a boy and you are in my life then I likely think you need to take a step back and chill out. Not into it.
C) Too much dancing, seriously. I have blisters on my feet.
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[31 Aug 2009|01:49pm] |
( Dance Porch Extravaganza!! )
Today is the visitation then tomorrow the funeral. My mom wants me to say something. I don't wanna, I'll just cry the entire time.
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